please stop..

Dear a guy whom I dont know,

Did u just hit her again ?
Will u stop, please ?
Stop hitting my friend,
She's the mother of your daughter and soon to be born baby.

So, please please please. STOP hitting !

Please.....

anger

STAY AWAY FROM CIGARETTES !!!!!!

stoopeed.

walk away

2 nights ago me and bill went out from our neighborhood.
And there was some yelling happening (not by us, but those people near the gate)
I plug my fingers on my ears and walk away.

I hate when people yelling.

Tante & Cousins....

I live in Bekasi, and when I was a kid, on walking distance, 2 of my Tante (english : Aunt) lives near us.
I am so close with them, and their kids.

Then when I was in college, I have a memory with them, which I just re-call this morning.
So the story is :
That time my car is a Honda Jazz (or Fit in some countries), and its hatchback car, small, designed for 4-5 people.

One day, in the afternoon, during the college and school break, I promised to pick them up, and go to Hema Cafe near my house.
So, first I drove to their house, (10 mins driving),
and I load them into my car.
They are (mom and the kids below)
1. Tante Keng
2. Monique
3. Helen
4. Tante Nani
5. Putra
6. Jason

At that time, Helen and Putra is on elementary school, Monique is Junior High, and Jason might only 3-4 years old.

This time everyone sit peacefully on the car (well, its a little bit cramp, but who cares !)

Then we went to my house to pick up my mom, and here's where the arrangement of seats needs to be done.
1. Me driver seat
2. Mom and Jason : front seat
3. Monique, Helen, Tante Keng, Putra : back seat
4. Tante Nani : squatting on the back of the car !!

It was really hilarious to see my car cramped with them, but since everyone just laugh and happy all the time, so it is also really fun for me to drive with them.

The cafe is only 5 minutes driving, and it was the funest 5 minutes with my Tante and cousins (and my mom !)

I miss them so !

Muffin is ours !!

Remember last time I wrote about Muffin, our friend's dog who stay with us ?
Well, since yesterday, Muffin is ours.

Hesitant to go through all the troubles of bring him to Indonesia in such a short time, while there's lot of things to be taken care of, Bill decided that we should just keep the dog. So we asked the owner whether we can just keep it or not, and they are fine with it.
So for the rest of his life, Muffin is ours !

We will train him nicely so next year he can come with us to the States, and stay at Bill's mom house and not making any trouble.
We started to imagine him with his little backpack, take him on a hiking trip, sleep with us inside the tent, and bring him to the dog park.
Hope he will get along nicely with Sophie and Max (Bill's in-law dogs which I really love)
I also hope that we could train him to be off leash.
Ohhh...we have a dog !! for at least the next 10 years, we will have Muffin with us !

Dear Muff,

U gotta be good, because we've been so good to you.

love,
tess

9-11 Dream

Last night I had a dream.The story is like this

I was in the dinner with CUSTOM colleagues. I saw Alberto, Marco Lusetti, Carlo, Danilo and Matteo over there.
We were having a nice dinner, and there is a window on my left side.
Danilo and Matteo were sitting beside me.

I think I might have some stain that someone is wiping it off my face, and I look to my left and I saw an airplane crashed on a tall building which probably only 1 km away from where we ate.
The plane crashed and the whole building is collapsed.
I heard people screaming and ran away all over the place.
It was a chaos.

I don't know what happen with Alberto, Marco and Carlo, Next thing I know is that me, Danilo and Matteo is going through all the chaos to my house.
I live with my brother, so we find him at home, and we asked him to go with us to the airport.
I gave everyone a backpack, and we fill it with food and a bottle of water.
We also took the dogs (2 dogs, 1 medium sized,white and the other is a yorkshire terrier) with us.

The four of us walking together, and it was scary town.
Almost like the story on THE CELL by Stephen King, but not as crazy. They're not zombies, but only human being.

We never reach the airport, because I woke up before the whole story ended.

And it was a tiring sleep.

Being in love with myself

Even with the scar on my chest,
the stretch marks on my butt cheeks,
and my fat thighs,
and with my belly ring,
and the tattoo on the back of my neck,
together with the birth mark on my belly,

I'm still beautiful.

Back to Bangs - Red Lipstick is HOT

After several months without bangs, yesterday I finally cut it !!
Chop chop chop...
Back to Bangs...
Its a little bit under my eyebrow, thick and straight like cleopatra's bangs... Yipeee !!
I'm so happy to see my big round face (with big wide forehead) now covered with bangs.
It feels like the old me. I always have bangs, thats it.

Before I went to saloon, I went to the mal to buy some hair clips and hair bands (everything about hairs!!), and I bought a dark blue shirt.

Came back home from the saloon, I do some experiment with the clothes and the hair.
And as the final, I put on my NEW (and only one) RED Lipstick which I bought last Saturday.

Yayyy... !
I finally dare to wear RED lipstick.
Lalalala....

And tell u what, red lipstick is just like a miracle in the make up world. Haha...
Once u put it, ur face is shining in a second !
Nice-nice-nice.

So, I think I will hunt for some other red lipstick in some different shade.

It's just beautiful, I love it.

Oh, in case u are wondering, I dont wear red lipstick to work.
My colleague dont need to see me with red lipstick (yet) LOL.

Winter is coming, and what else is more interesting than going out in a gloomy winter day with nice hair clips, straight bangs and red lips ??

Red lips looks like a vampire's lips after he sucked some blood. Bloody lips.
Yummy.... @__@

Have a good day, people

PS : I wish blogspot won't be block anymore in China. I'm dying to put some pictures here, but I cant ! Proxy only gave u limited features.

Another bad mood day....

He snapped at me today, I hate it.
He said sorry, I forgive him.
But it's hard to bring the smile back.
It ruined my day.

I feel life is playing with my moods (or the other way around) lately.

Tired.

let's call it a day....

Yesterday me and Bill went to a dinner at an Indian restaurant with his co-workers.
We rode our bike to get there, and tell u what, it was hell.
The place was so far away, and we don't really know how to get there.
And I was angry and tired. Cheered up a bit during the dinner, and got angry again on the way back home which took at least ONE (long) hour.

Today we went to cellphone market. And Bill bought a phone. I was in a bad mood.
Then Bill went out with his co-worker, and I stay at home for a while, then I went out to grab dinner with So and Rossy.
Dinner was fun, lots of laugh.
Then we went to HuaiHai Rd to see the Shanghai Tourism Festival.
Too crowded, so the shorty hardly see anything

Then we went to Sephora and I tried RED lipstick, and I bought it !!
I always want to wear red lipstick, and I finally have one !! :D

But then Rossy told me that the school which I teach english for part time dont want me to work there anymore.
Its because I'm a beginner, but I can't join their Thursday meeting where people got trained and explained about the class. The important part of get urself improved. I told her I understand (I DO understand) and I acted like I don't care, but I actually DO care.
I feel sad.

Around 11.45 I arrived home, I saw that my new bike is missing. The bike which I bought 6 DAYS ago got STOLEN.
This is ridiculous. My 400RMB bike got stolen, while bill's 1500RMB bike is still there. Not that I wish it was his which got stolen, but I mean....I don't understand. And it's using the same lock too, Kryptonite, which according to Bill, it's really hard for people to steal it.It's a great lock, according to him. That's why I decided to give it a chance to buy another bike.
But I've learned my lesson. That words are not supposed to be trusted and that after loosing 4 bikes, I should've know better. But I still bought a new bike. And now, after 5 bikes stolen, I think I'm done with bicycles.

Today I told bill that instead of getting annoyed by him smoking cigarettes (Oh yeah, I hate it soooo damn much), I think I should just try to smoke. So then we will be the same and I can't annoy someone who smokes if I smoke too.
This way, I prevent myself from getting angry every time I see him smoking cigarettes.
I seriously will do this.

So, today sucks.

Let's call it a day.

sleepy head

Last week was a hardcore in Beijing.
It's the whole torture physically and mentally during the preparation of the exhibition.
Lack of sleep, tired mentally and physically.

Soon after I got back from Beijing, the "old friend" is here.

Means it's double up all the craziness.

Both of these combined = Sleepy head.

I sleep like dead since Sunday till today. I slept like around 9-10 and will not wake up till next morning 7 am.

Sometimes I didn't even know that Bill took the dog out before he go to bed.
It is nice to be deadly sleep.

Hope u get a good sleep as often as I do lately. :D

Perfumes....

I am not a big fan of perfume. And I don't hate it either.
I just don't really care about perfumes, and not even bother to put perfume on me.

If I should pick my favourite perfume, GUCCI-Nobile is the winner.
This is the perfume which reminds me of my childhood. My dad has it, and he always wear it.
It smells so good, so that I am addicted. Sometimes I even put it on my wrist to smell it all day long I'm at school.

I love it so much and been looking for it, too bad so far I'm in China, when I passed through perfumes counter, they never have it.

Last time my boss's friend came to China, he gave me a small package with 5 tiny perfumes on it. I tried all of them, I like none.

And a week ago I'm in Beijing, I picked up Carlo and he gave me Dior-J'Adore. It smells good, I wear it 2 times, but haven't bother to use it again.

I think people smells better without perfume. And I think some people needs deodorant more than perfume.

Happy sniffin, people !

1st Bachelorette Dinner

Yesterday Chase invited me to join on her bachelorette dinner at Xinjiang Restaurant on Xujiahui Area.
She carried me on my bike from the office to the place, which about 30 minutes of bike ride !!
On the restaurant I met 8 other of her friends.
We ate dinner, and they talk (I listened), in Shanghainese. I can understand the topic, but since I'm a starter in Shanghainese, I don't really know what's going on. But since everyone is so nice, and the food is good, I enjoy every second of it.
It was nice.

Chase is getting married today. September 9th, 2009. Or in Chinese way, its written 2009.09.09,means Forever-Forever and Forever.
I hope to the max that their marriage will last FOREVER.

She and her-soon-to-be-husband-boyfriend is already in the government office. They will get registered as husband and wife today !!!

I am so thankful for Chase to invite me. This is my 1st time. Eventhough some of my bestfriends are married, but I wasn't there to follow the whole process. While with her, I knew it all the way. And I felt like I'm involved with her marriage more than any of my friends before. So happy for her, and so happy that she is so nice to ask my opinion, and share some heart-to-heart conversation.

Their wedding party will be held next year on October.
I wish I could come, but we'll see.
Hopefully I could come to China to attend her wedding, and I hope we remain best friend always.

CONGRATULATION, Chase and Zhang Wei Jia !!

All the best for both of you !

Full moon

It is full moon again. The cycle is coming.
Full moon is the time where werewolves and (in my mind) vampires are out to bite people.
So becarefull to get ur blood drained by them.

Happy full moon, people ! :D

Link to a story

Simple story with lots of meaning :
http://www.osorhan.com/bigo/index.php

Enjoy !

Hugs, love and kisses
-tess-

Pretty

"You are beautiful..."

SEX and work ;)

For the last 6 days, I was in Beijing for a business trip, taking care this so called Beijing Financial Exhibition.
I am responsible for the booth, the goods, the hotels, the taxi, restaurants, the car, the show ticket, and anything u can name... (HAHA !!)

It's been nice to be back in Beijing, the city which I really love, with it's big and wide street, lots of trees, and people are so much friendlier than Shanghai. I love you, Beijing. I'm so glad to be back.

Even though it is nice to be in Beijing, it's also stressful. I was stressed when lots of changes made on the booth, which will cost us some money which I should be responsible at, plus there was this major change decided by my tall colleague about the panel proven to be useless, because the bosses decided to use the old panel with a little bit of cutting on the bottom part. But, by the time the bosses decided, the new panel is about to be done. I should talk to him about this pricing.

Then it was stressful when I need to take over the hotel reservation stuffs in Shenzhen, because only know roughly about this matter, and suddenly I am responsible. But I did it, even though I got scolded a little bit.

Most of the dinner time was nervous. Only 2 times (yesterday and today) that the dinner is relaxing for me, so that I can eat a lot. Like usual, boss in the bad mood, and he became very emotional.
But anyway, he is my boss. As much as he made me stressed and depressed, I know I just love him as he is (-When he is NICE !! -)

About sex....
Sex scene #1 can be read on my previous post titled "I'm Disgusted", that's the first time I saw people having sex, LIVE SHOW for 2 seconds (maybe not even)

Sex #2 was yesterday, Sept 3, when in the night time I came out my bedroom and at first I though it was a laughing noise, but then I realized that it's a girl's moaning noise...
"Ah..Ah...Ah....."
That girl was LOUD...! hahaha....
Now I regret I didn't knock on their doors... :p

Sex #3 was today, when I was on the way from boss's hotel to mine. On the traffic light, I saw an apartment on my right side, on the second floor. I saw a room with the curtain opened a little bit.
I saw a couple kissing, then the man take off his shirt, then I saw two heads going down (I bet they are heading to the bed!!)

Sex Sex Sex....

and

Work Work Work....

Interesting !!!


That's the story of SEX and Work.

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