Action speak louder than words

Stop preaching, because action speak louder than words.

Always tell the truth, that's what u said.
But in fact, u taught me to lie.

Interesting, huh ?!

Ur life sucks, I'm not jealous on how many important people that u know, on how much money that u have.
Even though I'm not important, and I'm poor comparing to u, my life is great !

8 to go....

Once upon a time in the Jungle

It all happens in the jungle.

There is a lion who don't like a deer.
The Lion thought the deer is useless, and that the deer doesn't learn enough of the jungle language.

Lion would like to get rid the deer out of the jungle.
So the lion told monkey " Monkey, I want you to put an eye on the deer. See whether he is usefull in the jungle or not, Listen to his language, always talk to him in jungle language, and see whether he understands or not. Then you tell me"

Monkey feels weird.
The deer is his best friend, but the Lion is the king of the jungle.

If the deer got kicked out from the jungle, means monkey's report got some part of it.
Monkey feel un-ease.

Monkey decided to talk with the deer.
To support him without really tell him whats going on.

Deer understands, and deer also feel that something "not so clean" is going on.

Deer show some improvement, but the Lion seems really dont like the deer.

We'll see whats the end of the story in the Jungle.

PS : if lion asked monkey to watch over deer,
means monkey also watched by other animal in the jungle.

Monkey feels strange...like some jungle politics is happening here.
Monkey likes lion less and less.

8,5 months to go

and it's all over...

Back to my peacefull life, no more fear that a person will yell at me

8,5 months to go.
I CAN DO IT !!

9 days at Indo (day 9 : getting ready)

This is the last day.
I'm totally sad to leave home.

I had cried since 2 nights before, I'm so scared to go back.
But I have to.
Another 10 months to go till I'm done with my promise. I can do it and time will fly fast.

Me and ma start our day by take me to the accupressure therapist. My right pinky hurts and powerless, I don't know why.
We got there, and she is kind of a psychic, she told me that I shouldn't take the job problem to home, she reminds me to re-connect with God, and to get my own me-time.
Basically she knows what bothers me a lot for the last 2 years, my job. The ultimate source of my stress and not so happy life.

She told me that when I got some problem, I shouldn't panic first. I should calm down first, and think about my problem wisely.

I should listen to her.

Oh and after the therapy, my pinky doesnt hurts anymore.

Then we took bill to the Metropolitan Mal Bekasi, to eat noodle, then Bill bought some Batik shirt and ties, I bought birthday presents for Chase.
I also got some book at Gramedia to bring back to Shanghai.
And Bill bought some Indonesia traditional music.

After that we went to Carrefour to buy food to bring back to Shanghai.
Me and Bill shop like crazy.
Lots of indomies, and seasonings, and sweet soysauce, Hot sauce, and paste for food.

Back home and pack our bag.
I stayed at my parents room the whole time. Really hard not to cry, because I was so sad to leave home. The peaceful life of mine.

Around 630pm, after saw my brother and my sister in law, we left to airport.
We stop by at Nasi uduk place, then to My grandma's house.
We ate there, and then I pray in front of my Grandma's, ask her for helping me for strength, etc.
Then we left.

Arrive at airport, check in, then seat a little bit with my parents.
10.30 I go inside to the gate, and my parents + bill go home.
I didn't cry.
I'm so proud of my self.

Thats almost the end....

9 days at Indo (day 8 : around Jakarta)

Today Pa take a day off from work, and he will come with us to go around Jakarta.

So first we drove to Soto Betawi Bang Mus at Jatinegara Area,it was delicious, Bill loves it sooooo damn much !

After that we went to Taman Mini Indonesia Indah, me and Bill wander around a little bit, while parents stay drove the car following us.

Then we saw the Komodo Dragon, and it was a fat one ! hahaha...but Bill was so excited to see the dragon,and so do I !!

We decided to watch the Imax Theater, and its about the Beautiful Indonesia.
The film is old, was made on 1978, but it was nice to see how beautiful my country is.
But also painful, because now Indonesia is kinda messy comparing to the old days.
It will get better, thats for sure :)

It was raining after the Imax, so I bought and umbrella and took the car to pick pa, ma and Bill.

Then I drove to Kelapa Gading Sports Mal, then we all get massage. It was nice and relaxing.
After 2 hours massage, I drove home, was so sleepy !
But I made it to arrive home safely...

It was a pleasant day with my family...

In the night time we got together again, with Maria-Rendy, Devi-Clemen, Me and Bill at Pizza Hut.
It was nice. Then we went to Devi's house.
It was so nice to talk with my 2 bestfriends since I was a kid.
And Bill is also nice to get himself busy, when we were talking.

Nice day. Busy but Nice :)