I am jealous

I am jealous for those who have starts their own family, living with their lovely husband/wife and kid(s)

Not always, but most of the time I am

They might not dream as much as I do to have a family, and yet they have it.
I've been dreaming my whole life and I still don't have it (and I've tried so hard)

Life is like that.
Sometimes u get what u don't really want.
and when u want it so badly, u just can't have it.

Damn, I'm jealous -_-"