Dear silly one...

Dear Silly one,
I miss you....

After you, me and Weiwei swam on that dirty river with little duck, PanAn June 2007

 

Our dark skin after crazy summer adventures, Seattle August 2007

Camping trip Port Angeles, Oct 2008

Even though I said I don't , I actually miss you  (_ _")

See you next Sunday !

I'm not alone

I was looking into my friend's photo album on FS, she is my schoolmates since elementary-highschool, and now she is residing in Netherland, and have a NL-ers BF (or fiance??).
And I thought "I'm not alone!"  LOL

All this time of course I know that I'm not the only person who date someone from different nationality, cultures, language, etc.
But that's just how my strange mind works, suddenly the "I'm not alone" thought just popped out into me.

I realize that we have fall and chose to be in love with this "alien!"....
We might be getting married with these foreigners, most likely to move to their country, and spend the rest of our life with them forever.
We will always be far away from our family !
Oh lala....

But I think we know something, this thought just show up when I took a shower back in 2008,

We came from two different countries

We live in two different cultures

We speak in two different languages

But we share one thing in common

The thing called LOVE

Empty house

I got back home to an empty apartment.
Only Muffin barks remind me of a living thing.

The apartment feels too quiet
too cold
too neat
too clean

I like it messy
I like it noisy
I like it a little bit dirty
I like it when u're here


I miss you...... !!!!!!!!

*Did you left any note for me ?? *   @__@

Highschool Life is FUN !!

Raymond-Sentio-Feri-Dhana-Yanto (+)-Arie-Ason-Denni

Frenki-Me-Erik

Kemang Pratama 2001

Me-Devi-Maria

Felice

Kemang Pratama 2002

Meet THE BLAST !!

They are my group of friends when I was in high school, its all started when Frenki-Maria got together, followed by Devi-Sentio, and since Me and Felice are friends with Maria and Devi, and Frenki-Sentio are friends with the rest of the boys, we became Friends.

With them I had a great time during highschool.

Most of the time we went out together, like to malls, birthdays (lots of it), and to Puncak !

The main group was : 4 girls and the boys except Yanto(+)-Arie and Dhana.

We also went swimming together at my neighborhood's sports club, and I remember we always had so 

muchhhh fun 

Recently I saw their (the boys) pictures at Bali. I miss them so.

I wish I (and the girls) could go with them, but I think it remains as dream, since Maria and Devi are married, and NOT with their bf on this pictures, and Devi have 1 daughter already.

Felice is in Germany.

And I, oh I'm the happy go lucky one ! ^___^

Felice and Me might still be able to go with the boys, traveling and have some fun.

The question is WHEN ???

Hahaha....

We'll see, maybe someday :)

Miss BLAST

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Below is some pictures from highschool,

not with BLAST, buy I'll give you a little explanation on the caption

This is Saturday at 2E, Marsudirini High School. We have to wear either checkers print or stripes combined with our uniform's skirt/pants. This class is the BEST class EVER ! We're so naughty, we made troubles, but we bond really tight.

We do things together, got punished together.

Since Junior high - High school I'm a big fans of Baby G :D

2E during the weekdays, after school. We have to place our chair on top of our desk, so it will be easier for the cleaner to clean the class room. As you can see, the girl's top uniform come in 2 colors, grey and basic white. For the skirts, we have to wear white on Monday, while Tue-Sat is Grey. For the boys, the top is basic white, with White pants on Mon, and Dark Green from Tue-Sat

I LOVE uniform :)

Class pictures of 2E

I think that year we made the BEST class pictures ever. Everyone looks very relaxed and comfy here.

Our class teacher was Pak Heru.

Below are some other pictures during random time of high school

I think this is 2E's gathering when we're in the 3rd grade.

2E's farewell trip to Vila Kompas, Puncak, June 2001

3rd grade's classmates mixed with BLAST

 I LOVE high school, it was sooooo much fun and I miss it sooo much !

F.O.B

So this summer, if everything is well, I will be moving to US.

I will be a Fresh off the Boat (FOB), which according to Wikipedia means :

Fresh off the boat (or "F.O.B.") is a phrase used to describe immigrants that have arrived from a foreign nation and have not yet assimilated to the host nation's culture, language, and behavior

Yes yes, with my -I'm-so-cute a.k.a sok imut way of dressing (printed shirts, monkey hat )
and my strange yet very Indonesian English accent which only Bill can 95% understand)

Like if I don't say anything, I might not be looked so FOB (that if I only wear a plain shirt and jeans). 

But once I open my mouth, and people hear the way I speak, either the accent or the way I arrange my wordings, it is obviously I'm a FOB.

Am I worry ?

Yeah, a little (no, actually a LOT !!)

What if people don't understand what I'm about to say ?

What if they laugh at me because of my accent ?

What if they thought I'm somewhat retarded ?

 *ouch !*

Bill said it won't happen, because people in US are used to immigrant.

But still, even he laughed at me when I pronounce something wrong, like how I pronounce Avocado before.  T___T"

I can speak English, it's just not that great....

That's why among foreign friends (especially if they're American-British-Australian, because they're native English speakers) I will speak less, a little bit worry, I suppose 

*try to imagine me not talking !!!!! such a chirpy bird as I am !*

We'll see how it is next summer. 

Hopefully not as worrying *read : scary* as I thought it would be.

And I might apply to a school if I can't get a job rightaway.

We'll see.

It's just the thought of the day....