one day out !

No school for today + nice weather = perfect for a trip to downtown Seattle.

I took the bus around 12pm and get off at the Westlake station on my own.

Bill is busy with work + school, so I got on my independent mood and wander around the city.

It was nice, and actually I was walking almost the whole time, except when I ate my lunch for 30 mins.

I get pho for lunch and it was tasty.

I wander around Nordstrom, Macys, Old Navy, Pike Place Market, and lots of other different stores, because I am on my own.

No one will complain if I keep on going in and out the store :D

I saw a lots of stuff, and problem is it makes me wants to buy buy buy buy !!!

Such a consumptive mind.

But I'll hold it. 

I'd rather to get a cowboy boots ! Yiihaaaa !

Drooling over the cowboy boots every time.

Halloween is coming soon, I'll make sure I make a post about my 1st Halloween.

Then comes thanksgiving, I'll try to make a post about that too.

Then My BIRTHDAY !!!

and Christmas.

Presents !

我怎么想也想不懂

其实我没有那么多和她说话， 对她们俩的情况也不那么了解
虽然我只听别人说， 也只能自己用眼睛看了一点点
但是一想到她， 我想不明白了
 怎么会改变呢？
变化会那么大
有一段时间我觉得她很不错
希望她会变到以前的她

好笑吧！
之前我很放心， 虽然我会搬到很远的地方， 但是因为他们俩在，他们俩会照顾
看了目前的情况， 心里不那么放心

所以先把自己想要的放在后面，向将来去想
 现在要努力学习， 找好的工作，这样才可以带父母跟我家人一起生活


现在只要增加努力
完美的将来以努力肯定会实现的

加油！！
老公， 你也是加油， 好不好？！

Conversation

They gave me 2 months to find another job

Oh, thats not bad. I mean, you should start to ask people who might be able to help you. And in this 2 months, you should work hard to show that you're good.

I know. She asked. I told her I'll explain when we meet, she still insisted to know.

Then tell her, but also she shouldn't get upset first, tell her you will share the details when you meet her.

I know. She will be upset though.

Being upset wont change anything. Instead, she should use that anger to support you.

I know. But she will make me feel guilty about this. She dont need to do that, I already feel guilty.

Then you shouldn't feel bad about it ! If you know she is the person who give pressure, then you should fight. You should use the guilty feeling as a motivation to proof to YOURSELF and to her, that you are great.

What else can I do, it is her character.

How could you say that it is a character ? And why does she wants to live with that kind of character ?! She can change it if she wants ! This is not something that we should just accept.
It's just like if you are a lazy person, then you will just accept it as a character of a person ?


--If that's your way of thinking, then will you grow up ? When will you stand up for yourself ?
You don't give up or accept when life/people treating you badly.
You FIGHT !--